[Fanfic] I Love You Too, Silly

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Title                     : I Love You Too, Silly

Pairing                 : Sakurai Sho x Ohno Satoshi

Rated                   : NC-17

Disclaimer            : If only I could have them.

Summary             : When Ohno Satoshi being unsettled about what his feeling is for his band mate. Who knows what come          rushing down his door when he is relaxing on his bathtub.

I stared at the night sky outside my window. He’s going to London this morning.  Being a newscaster makes him have to go abroad to report about the Olympic. I know, compared to me, he is way greater. He is smart and has a wide knowledge. He is a great rapper. He has his own way to make others happy. Silly, yet so cute. He is so dedicated to his work. Compared to me, I really am nothing.

I look up at the clock. Today’s my day off, that’s why I got home early. News Zero is going to start soon. I moved to the sofa and turned the TV on. Ah, it’s just started. As the opening jingle start, I leaned down, relaxing my body. There he is, with his shining smile, I can’t help but smile as well. That’s so him. So dedicated to work. Tomorrow he has to go to London, yet he is still reporting the news tonight. And I know that today he is busy as well. My eyes wandered to the TV, my ears catch his laugh, and I saw his laughing face as well.  He is so handsome. I blinked. He is handsome? Well, yes, he is. I palmed my face. God, I know, I shouldn’t. I turned the TV off and lying on the sofa, breathing hard.

Lately I’ve been feeling weird around him. Somehow I just feel that I shouldn’t think that way about him. He is not a girl obviously, yet I feel like I’m attracted to him. I think much about him. I stare much at him. But, it doesn’t mean I’m going to talk much to him. I am aware that I’m weird in some ways, that’s why unconsciously, I avoid talking alone with him, or being just the two of us in the same room. I know I’ve been doing something stupid, and I know he’s aware that I’m avoiding him. He is not that stupid. He just acts silly. I breathed again. Trying to calm myself down. For a while, I’m just lying there, looking at the ceiling.

I sat down, looking at the clock, it’s going to end soon. I turned the TV back on. It’s the last CMs and the last segment. I really don’t catch what they are saying this time. I just stared at his face when it appears. His hair, his wide forehead, his eyebrows, his eyes, his nose, his plump lips, his rabbit teeth, his chin, his nadegata. I smiled. He is beautiful, really beautiful. I sighed. I really am weird. The show is over finally. I let the TV on, but not watching it.

I flipped my phone open. I stared at his face. I’m currently using our photos as wallpaper. The five of us, I mean, not just me and him. Wouldn’t people think it’s weird if it’s just the two of us? Even this wallpaper is weird enough. Who’s using their band mate photos as his phone wallpaper? I told you already, I am weird. Occasionally, I texted him about his appearance. I clicked the messages icon. Should I text him tonight? He is going to London tomorrow after all. I breathed, okay, I’ll text him.

Otsukaresama deshita, Sho-kun.

You look great today as well, please do your best tomorrow too.

Take care.

It’s not too exaggerating, right?  I read it over and over again. Send it? Don’t send it? Send it? Don’t send it? I gathered up my courage. It’s okay, I’m sending it as his friend. Nothing is wrong with a friend cheering up his friend. Slowly, I clicked send. It’s delivered. I closed my phone. I waited for a while. No reply. I flipped my phone open again, there’s really nothing. I closed my eyes. Somehow, I don’t why, my chest hurt. He usually replied my messages.

I stood up. Maybe he is with his colleague, so he didn’t see my message. I started pacing back and forth in front of the TV. Or does he hate me now? Because I avoid him? No, he is not that kind of person. I started to bite on my nails. I stopped. Why can’t I settle down? Damn, I do it again. I shouldn’t think of Sho-kun this way!

I put my phone down. A hot shower will calm me. No, a hot bath will do.

***

I ran as fast as I could. I have to call Nino just to make sure about his place. I know he’s been avoiding me all this time, so it is so overwhelming when I received his message. I’m so happy.

Otsukaresama deshita, Sho-kun.

You look great today as well, please do your best tomorrow too.

Take care.

I laughed a bit as I remembered what he said on the message. I’m so happy. So definitely happy. I have to meet him, tomorrow I have to go to London, if I didn’t see him tonight, I’ll go crazy. He has been avoiding me these days. He didn’t talk to me, he didn’t want to be in the same room with me, he didn’t even want to look at me. I miss him, so much, that I might die. Okay, it’s a bit exaggerating. The point is, I miss him,  I need to see him tonight.

What makes me happier is when I called Nino earlier. Even though he snapped at first, because I disturbed his game, but he gave me useful information.

“Eh? Where are you? You’re going to his place? Now? Aren’t you going to London tomorrow?” he asked curiously.

“Well, I—I—,” I tried to catch my breath as I ran to the subway.

“Aaa, don’t tell me he told you already,”

“Err, tell me what?” I said as I managed to get in the train.

“I know you like him too, Sho-chan,” he said nonchalantly, I blushed, I just glad he was not there to see me, or he’ll laughed his ass off and embarrass me.

“What are you talking about? I’ll hang up,” I said as I tried to cut the phone call off, not before I heard him saying, “Just kiss him once you met him, Sho-chan, he likes you too,”

After the phone call, I just could stare blankly at my phone until I have to get off at the next station. So he likes me. And I’m happy as hell. Ah, there it is. Finally, I got to see him. I flipped open my phone, quickly calling him. It took a while, but he picked it up.

“Err, Sho-kun, what’s up?” he said groggily. I’m trying to catch my breath.

“Satoshi-kun, I’m in front of your door,” I said leaning on the door way, out of breath.

“WHAT?” I heard he screams and some noises from inside the door. I heard the door unlocked and the door opened.  I stand there dumfounded. I really can’t tell who’s more surprised. Him staring at me with disbelieve. Or me staring almost drooling seeing him wet with only his bathroom robe. I stare at the water dripping from his wet hair to his chin, down his throat and chest, and then disappear below the robe. I wish I could lick it dry.

“Err, Sho-kun, w-what are you doing here?” he asked nervously. Damn, he looks so cute. No, he is super sexy. I stepped in as he stepped back to let me in. oh, Satoshi-kun, you really don’t know what to come, right?

“I miss you,” I said as I closed the door behind me. He blushed. I smirked. He is just too cute. So he does like me. “Why did you avoid me lately?” I walked closer to him, he stepped back.

“Eh, I’m not avoiding you,” he said as he looked around, searching for an escape route. I closed on him, trapping him between my body and the wall. “Umm, Sho-kun –“ He put his hand on my chest, trying to push me away. He must be joking, I’m much stronger than him.

I touch his cheek, down his chin, I forced him to look at me. He looked at me with embarrassed eyes.  “You just took your bath?” I asked as I stroked his wet hair.

“Umm, yes,” He said trying to look at anything but me. I stroked his cheeks slowly.

“Didn’t I tell you to look at me, Satoshi-kun,” I whispered above his lips. I can see his face lighting up. Damn, he is so cute. I closed the gap between us, tasting his lips for the first time. I feel him stiff below me. Too shocked, eh, Satoshi-kun? I smirked, and kissed him harder. I licked his lips, demanding for entrance. He opened his lips slowly, and I quickly let my tongue in to taste his cavern. I can taste the mint taste after he brushed his teeth. I licked every crook of his teeth, I played with his tongue. He moaned. And it goes straight to my groin. I kissed even harder. I feel him pushing me, desperately. Ah, air. I let go of his lips. His breath is shallow, his face is red, and his lips plump. “Ah, Sho-kun—“

I want to ravish him again. And I’m not wasting my time before kissing him again this time. He moaned again, gripping my jacket as a life line. I hold him closer, one of my hands holding his chin up and my other hand holding his waist, closing the gap between our bodies as well. I could feel his hardness on my thighs already. I really can’t hold it anymore. I licked his lips for the last time, before sucking on his neck.

“Ah, Sh—Sho-kun, can—nggh—we talk first?” he said between moans.

“Talk later. Need you now.” I said firmly as I picked him and carry him on my shoulder.

“Uwaah, wait, Sho-kun, we really need to talk! What are you do—oof—“ I threw him to his bed. Glad that he has a double bed.  He backed down to his bed post as I crawled on top of him. “We need—“ I kissed him to shut him up.

“Just be quiet, I miss you so much, don’t you miss me?” I said licking his lips.

“I—“ he swallowed, “I miss you too,”

“If that’s how it is,” I kiss him again and he finally kissed me back. We fought for dominance, but of course I win. I trailed my lips along his jaw line to his throat. I heard his breath hitched as I suck at some particular spot below his ears.

“Nnghh, Sho-kun,” he said as he grip my hair. I smirked and continue sucking while my hands travel down to open his robe. His nipple is already hard. I played with it, as I slowly kissed my way down from his collarbone to his chest. His breath changed rapidly. I could tell by how fast his chest heaving up and down. He has a cute nipple. How could I just stand there without touching him when we change out costume for show or concert? I sucked at one of his nipple as I played with the other. He moans constantly, his beautiful voice is really turning me on. I could feel my pants are getting tighter. I took off his robe fully, I pushed myself up. Staring at his beautiful body.  He is panting, lips red from my assault, a creamy white well-toned chest and abs, his manhood is standing at attention, red, dripping with precum.

“My, Satoshi-kun, you’re so beautiful,” I breathed opening my jacket, almost cumming at the sight. He blushed.

“Stop staring! You embarrass me!” He said as he tried to hide himself. Of course, I can’t afford that. I hold his hands up his head and positioning myself between his legs. “Why hide yourself? It’s not like I haven’t seen it at all,” I said licking my dry lips.

“But you’re still fully clothed!” He said, blushing heavily.

“I see, you want to see my body?” I teased him, he blushed harder. “No just keep it on!” he said stubbornly. I laughed and kissed him.

“You’re so cute, Satoshi-kun,” I lick his lips, he stared at me with a teary eyes, his cheeks and lips are red. He is so turning me on.  I loosened my neck tie and unbuttoned my shirt and pants. I could feel my boxer wet already.

“You’re not taking it off,” he said suddenly. I look up at him.

“You really want to see me naked, ne, Satoshi-kun?” I lick his ear shell. He moaned. My hand traveled down his body and took a hold of his manhood. He held his breath. I stroke it up and down, slowly. I stare at his face closely. He’s trying so hard to hold his voice down. I sucked at his earlobe. “Just let it out,” I breathed in his ear as I stroked his penis harder. He took a hold at my wrist. He is panting so hard. Seems like he can’t hold it anymore, he started to moan continuously.

I licked three of my fingers. He is so damn sexy. I tried to hold myself, because seeing Satoshi being this desperate to get off, holding my wrist as I stroke his manhood, it is overwhelming.  I positioned myself behind him as I continue to stroke him, I sucked one of his earlobes, I searched for his opening. I guess he didn’t aware where my other hand goes, I eased a finger in. He stiffened.

“S—Sho-kun, what are you doing?” he tried to wriggle his hips away. But I hold him close to me.

“Sshh, it’s okay, it hurts just a bit,” I said calming him down, as I continue to stroke him. I move my finger around, and when he finally relaxes, I inserted the second finger, he flinched and gripped my wrist. I soothed him by kissing his shoulder. I make a scissors movement with the two fingers and reach deeper. He started to move his hips along with my thrust, damn, ero.

“AAh, Sho-kun!” he suddenly yelled out. Found his prostate. I continue thrusting the same spot before inserting the third finger. He hunched forward as I thrust my fingers striking his pleasure spot and stroking his manhood. He gripped the sheet so hard. His penis is already dripping with precum, wetting the sheet below. “Nngh, Sho-kun-- I’m close—nngh—“ He stiffened and I withdrew both of my hands. “Wha—“ he turned his head too look at me. Annoyed. I kissed him fully on the lips.

“I have a problem too, Satoshi-kun,” I said as I took off my wet with sweat shirt and my pants. He stared at the bulge between my legs and blushed. I took my boxer off, showing my manhood to him.

“You must be kidding me,” He said. “It’s not going to fit,” he said softly, blushing even harder. I smirked, moving on top of him. “Don’t worry, it will fit,” I said as I kiss him on the lips. He wound his hand on my neck. “It will hurt a bit,” I said upon his lips, kissing him with more passion. I stroke my manhood with one hand, smearing precum on his already prepared opening. We both moaned as I thrust hard and striking his prostate.

“S—Sho-kun, don’t move, stay put for a while,” I feel him clenched around me. Both of us holding our breath. I’m trying so hard just so I’m not going to come just because I’m inside him. “Relax, Satoshi-kun, you’ll make me come,” I said between pants. In a while, I feel him relax. “Can I move now?” I asked, I can’t hold it anymore, if he says no, I’ll just fuck him hard.

“Yeah,” he said softly, and that’s it I need to hear, before I started moving hard and fast. “Nngh—Sho-kun—Slow down!” he said clawing my back as he tried to hold on to me. Being inside him is heaven, his inside is so hot, I feel like I’m gonna melt. “Can’t—too tight—“ I said, as I keep pivoting my hips, thrusting as hard as I can. It feels so good.

“AAh, Sho-kun—there!” he said as I hit his prostate, and who am I not complying to his command? He arched his backed as he reached his limit, “Ahh, SHO-KUN!” He screams. He came hard between our bodies. I can feel his inside clenched and unclenched, I can’t stop thrusting. Listening to his voice calling my name, I bit down on his shoulder, silently screaming as I came hard inside him. I collapsed over his body. Out of breath.

“Sho-kun—“ he said as he stroke my hair, “You’re heavy,” I eased myself out, and I hear his breath hitched. I rolled to the side. I reach out to hold him against me.

“Why don’t you just say you love me?” I whispered as I hug him close. He tried wriggling out my arms, but I hold him tighter.

“I—“ he stopped, “We both guys,” he said softly.

“Is it wrong to love another guy? Is it wrong to love you?” I said, feeling how my heart clenched in pain. He turned himself to face me. I see the same pain lingered in his eyes. He stroked my cheek softly. I closed my eyes, feeling the way his soft hands along my cheek.

“I’m going to London tomorrow,” I said slowly, “It is so hard to go when I know you’re avoiding me, even if you’re not sending me that message earlier, I’m planning to come here before the flight, I need to see you no matter what, even when you actually despise me,” I said, taking a deep breath. “I need to make sure, I can’t stand it when I’m standing in the dark, not knowing the reasons you’re avoiding me,”

“I’m not despising you,” He said, the look of hurt in his eyes. I smiled.

“I know. That’s why I’m so happy when I received your message,” I said pecking his lips. He blushed. So cute. “I can’t help but ran to see you, I called Nino just to make sure where you’re living, and he said, I just need to kiss you,” I laughed.

“Nino said what?!” He said in disbelieve.

“Come on, he just try to make us happy,” I said calming him down.

“That brat, I should kick his ass tomorrow,” he said angrily.

“Even though he is not saying it, who can stand not to jump on you when they see you dripping wet with only a bathroom robe on?” I said kissing his nose while he is blushing heavily.

“Why, you pervert!” he said punching my arms. I laughed.

“Let’s sleep, I need to go to Narita early in the morning,” I said hugging him tight. He rests his head on my arm. “Good night, Satoshi-kun,”

“Good night, Sho-kun,”  I heard him said as I closed my eyes. Rapidly, sleep took over me, but before I slipped into dreamless sleep, he said, “I love you, Sho-kun,” along with a soft touch on my lips.

***

I opened my eyes with the sound of the alarm clock. I woke up and turned it off. I get up, but my back feel like I’ve been carrying ton of rice around. And last night memories come rushing down my mind. I blushed. I looked around. But, Sho-kun wasn’t here. Is it a dream? I sighed. I get up to take a shower before going to some interview today. As I stand, something streamed down my leg, I looked down. I blushed even harder. So yesterday was real?

In my bed stand, I saw it, a note.

Are your back okay?

I’m sorry I have to go early, or else I’ll miss my flight.

I’m sorry that yesterday I came rushing and forced you to do such thing. Not that I regret it, I enjoy it so much.

Before I slept yesterday, I thought I heard something, I’m wishing to hear it again when I’m back.

I love you, Satoshi-kun.

I smiled as I read his note. “I love you too, silly,”

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Yeah, how is it? This is my first fic ever >.< I’m sorry for the terrible grammar I have. I know my English is suck. The story plot is not good too I guess. Please be kind on me. Thank you for reading.

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