Today was SO SO T____T

Since this morning, I have been very happy because my beloved crush said something so sweet. Even though I got a sudden quiz at class, it didn't really make me down. On the contrary, I'm becoming much happier because I got to see his jealousy after our class (it's because he rarely says something sweet or shows any emotion that concerning me).

The problem is when finally I got home.

I can't turn my laptop on! T____T
It's DEAD! And all my Arashi files, pics, and videos are in there!
Their dramas!
I'm DYYYIIIINNNGGG! T_____T
I'm so upset about this. Although my uncle said that he will try to fix it without re-installing the OS.
I have been thinking about making back up for all the files I have on my laptop HD, but I just haven't got the chance to make it! And now all my precious data threatened to be lost! T____T
My ARASHIIIII! Ohno-sama, Sakurai-sama, Aiba-sama, Ninomiya-sama, Matsumoto-sama, please forgive meee~ T____T
I'll really miss you in the mean time when my laptop is being fixed. :((